This past weekend was not nearly as awesome as my last one. The decision I reached by the end of it is that I need to actively try to not get caught up with boys right now. No more initiating and definitely no more saying yes to hanging out with people out of guilt. I'm not ready for any of this emotional stuff yet. I need to focus more on myself and my relationships with the people that really bring happiness and substance into my life.

I had a mini freak out yesterday once I realized I forgot a homework assignment that was due today and then found out I'm gona need to finish my Fulbright after all (my affiliate finally sent me my letter, 4 hours before the deadline for submission) I just decided to take some time off of hospice for the next two weeks while I'm going to all my interviews. I've been fairly disorganized this past week and I'm worried what tole its going to take on me. Maybe this is senioritis? It doesn't help that the weather is just so rainy and sad, making me want to stay in bed forever, haha.

I guess this is just one of those weeks that it takes a lot more energy to be happy. Actively focus on trying to improve my mood, because my natural thought patterns right now are definitely negative and sad. That being said, I did start trying yesterday by going running in the morning, doing homework outside in the Hahn gardens, and then playing tennis in the evening. Oh, and I bought a bunch of chocolate.

Another good note: I now officially have tickets to go to Riva San Vitale in the spring! It's as official as its gona get, I'm spending my last semester in college in Europe! :D

I just need to take some time to get organized, I think that will help me a lot. Then follow those plans.

Tomorrow right after class I leave for Norfolk....crazy to think that I'm about to have two interviews this week and two more next week. Somehow, I will need to do a take home STS exam and prep for an italian quiz before I get back on Friday. Seeing that every hour that I'm not in interview I will be driving, prepping for the interviews, or sleeping....this is definitely going to be a challenge....

Ah, such is life!